June 7, 2017

I had not been married for long when I realised marriage is not all about roses and champagne. As a matter of fact, I often think I left London escorts with my eyes wide shut. Since I have got married, I have had many surprises. To be honest, I think I may have done the wrong thing by leaving London escorts and getting married. It is not easy to function in a marriage once you have had your own career. In many ways, you end up feeling trapped and I don’t enjoy that feeling at all.

My mum and I have never really been close. Her marriage to my dad does not really seem to be full of love and passion, and I do wonder if she regrets marrying dad. I left to work in London just after I finished school, and after a brief career as a lap dancer, I started to work for London escorts. The hours were long and I sort lost touch with my parents. That was not the best thing to happen, but I do think that they could have made more effort. I know I was on shift duty with London escorts, but my parents never once came up to London to visit me.

Now I know marriage is about day to day stuff as well. I think I had a very romantic view of marriage until I actually got married if you know what I mean. Stuff like having to do laundry for two people did not really cross my mind. Running a household and looking after everything is hard work, and I do miss the independence I got from my London escorts. I met my husband working for London escorts, and I am not sure we did actually get the chance to know each other that well before we got married.

My husband works really long hours and so does my dad. I keep on wondering what my mum does with her time when dad is at work. Dad is not well off like my husband, so I would imagine there are few opportunities for my mum to get out and about. But, no matter how I look at things, I do feel really tied to our home. Getting out and having lunch with my friends from London escorts is really tough for me, and I wish I had more time to myself. It is a little bit like I have taken on a lot of responsibilities.

Am I a wife or a housekeeper? To be honest, I am not so sure. There are times when I really file like I am housekeeper and working my socks off. I keep on wondering where the glamorous girls from London escorts has gone to when I look in the mirror. Sure, she is back when hubbie comes home, but I am not sure if I am that much in touch with her anymore. After all, when he comes home, he expects his dinner to be ready. We used to go out for dinner, but that has all changed. Maybe my mum felt the same way when she first got married to my father. Looking at her now, I really do think she has become my father’s housekeeper and general dog’s body. 
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